Its been some time since I've last posted here. I so desperately needed time to reflect on life's pushes and pulls, identifying what is most important to me by submerging myself in the painful reality that life is just… scary. I have felt out of order, uncomfortable and at times lost and have a hard time talking through it. Already 10 days into 2013 and I'm still working out what I want to focus on; I want 2013 to feel different. I'm not talking resolutions (It's so grossly cliché) but commitments to self to be free from unnecessary pressure, to enjoy the basics of life and bury myself in contentment. Too busy attending to the next thing, forgetting what is important now. In saying that, I tribute 2013 the year of getting comfortable in the uncomfortable.
Thanks for the outlet relief!
New year, new me...
Jeff and I rang in the New Year at a friends home with a small group of my favorite crazy's and a lot of red lipstick.
Great post! God, so many people I know (including myself) left 2012 on that same type of note. Cheers to 2013 (i'm hoping its a year of gettin shite figured out).
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Feels good, right? Ah, one small step to sanity. pfff
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